There is connection available. But perfection is not required for happiness.
Nothing here needs fixing. You keep inspecting it because contentment feels like something you have not earned.
It is mostly good at work. You are auditing it for the flaw, because good has to be earned every day in your head. It does not.
What is working at work that you have not let yourself simply enjoy?
Tell someone today what is good about the work, without a caveat.
Money is not the problem right now. You are treating it as one because a problem gives you something to do.
What would you think about if money were not the thing you worried about?
Spend tonight on that instead.
This is a good relationship. Not a perfect one. You are comparing it to the picture and the picture has never had to do a Wednesday.
What are you holding against them that is really a complaint about the picture?
Drop that comparison this week and tell them one thing you are grateful for, specifically.
You are looking for the decision that makes everything perfect. There is not one. There is the decision that keeps this good.
What would protect what is already working here?
Choose that this week. Let perfect go.
You are more all right than you are letting yourself be. The vigilance made sense once. It is now a habit with nothing to guard.
When did you last feel content and not immediately look for the catch?
Let one good thing this week be good, out loud.
The work is in a good place. You are looking for what is wrong with it, because a project that is fine leaves you with nothing to fix.
What would you do with the time if you stopped improving something that is already done?
Call it finished this week. Start the next one.