You already have what you need. Waiting for better timing protects you from potential embarrassment.
'Not ready' has stopped being an assessment. It is the last respectable reason not to be judged.
You keep saying the work is not ready. It has been ready for a while. What is not ready is being judged on it.
Which piece of work are you still polishing that a colleague would ship today?
Send it to the person waiting for it before you leave today, flaws still in.
You have what you need to start earning from this. Waiting for the better setup, the better rate, the better moment is costing you the months.
What could you charge for this week, exactly as it is?
Name one price, tell one person, and take the first payment before Friday.
You know what you want to say to them. You are waiting for the mood, the setting, the right day. The right day is a way of never.
What would you say to them tonight if you could not wait for the perfect version?
Say the plain version of it today. Imperfect wording counts.
You are treating this as an information problem. It is not. You have enough to decide; you want more so the decision feels less like yours.
What would you decide right now if no more information were coming?
Decide today. Write one sentence saying why, and keep it.
You keep waiting to feel ready. Readiness is not a feeling that arrives first. It shows up after the first move, or not at all.
What have you postponed until you feel like the kind of person who could do it?
Do the first ten minutes of it today, before you feel ready.
The tools are not the problem. The setup is not the problem. You have everything you need to make the thing, and nothing to hide behind once you do.
What would you make today if you could not buy, learn, or arrange one more thing first?
Make a rough version in one sitting today and show it to one person.